I Want You To Know

I want you to know I fought

I want you to know I tried

I want you to know, despite it all, in my head you still are my ride or die

I want you to know I screamed

I want you to know I cried

I want you to know I have letters piling up that you’ll never see on my Drive

I want you to know I was angry

I want you to know I was hurt

I want you to know there are tear stains permanently imbued on my shirt

I want you to know I didn’t want too

Stop seeing and talking to each other

We know, though, that’s what we needed and was best for one another

I want you to know that I miss you

Always scrolling on my phone for a glimpse

I guess you were always right and I’m just a fucking obsessed simp

I want you to know you’re still a Queen

A Boss Ass Bitch, it’s true

I want you to know that despite it all, I was still just enchanted to meet you