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Nostalgia: Stranger Things
I watched the series finale of Stranger Things today and am very confused about how I was feeling afterwards. It has nothing to do with how the finale was, the ending, or anything. It really has nothing to do with Stranger Things at all. I enjoyed the last season, I enjoyed the show, and I don't really care about any theories that were floated on social media. I'm confused because I was left feeling....something. Sad? Lonely? I don't know. The best way I can describe it is no
Jan 12 min read
My Favorite Shirt
This is My Favorite Shirt The color is beautiful, the print is perfect, the feel is comfy Whenever I need to feel confident, whenever I need assurance, whenever I need to impress This is what I wear My Favorite Shirt I worry, though, How do I keep it safe? How do I keep it clean? How do I keep it perfect? I don't want to damage it or lose it I don't know who I'd be without My Favorite Shirt I shouldn't wear it when it's warm, my sweat might ruin it I need to be sure to hang i
Sep 3, 20252 min read
Am I Okay Being Alone?
Over the past couple of years, I have been focusing on various aspects of my life. My therapist and psychiatrist have been putting in the...
Aug 30, 20253 min read
That Lonely Hotel Room
I'm staring out the sliding glass door, the one that leads to the balcony I want to step out, breathe fresh air, But if I do, will that...
Aug 24, 20252 min read
Update: 9/20/24
Hello, I don't know if anyone is actually still reading these, but if you are I want to thank you. I'm glad you think my work is worth...
Sep 20, 20242 min read
Dirty Laundry
The pile is always there In the corner of your eye The colorful shirts, the nice pants, the fun socks Items you’ve collected over time...
Jan 19, 20242 min read
Survival
I survived. I survived 2023. Some people may not think that is much of an accomplishment, but for me it is the biggest achievement I...
Jan 1, 20242 min read
To Be Loved
The room is full of people. Some of them I know, some of them I don't . I'm lost in the crowd. Just standing and waiting. Your friends...
Dec 26, 20232 min read
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas I have the message typed out, my finger above the button I don't send it I shouldn't I can't As much as I want too, it...
Dec 25, 20231 min read
In Case You Were Wondering
In case you were wondering, I’m struggling. I don’t have good days and bad days, but days full of ups and downs. I hope for days with...
Dec 21, 20232 min read
I Want You To Know
I want you to know I fought I want you to know I tried I want you to know, despite it all, in my head you still are my ride or die I want...
Dec 21, 20231 min read
I Just Don't Know
I just don’t know how to feel right now. I feel lonely with the loss of everything, but feel at times good just hanging out with myself....
Dec 12, 20232 min read
Melancholy
It’s how you feel when you wake up and get ready for the morning, but can’t seem to remember what you’re forgetting It’s having a meal...
Nov 24, 20231 min read
My Worst Critic
I have a critic. I have a tough critic. I have a critic who analyzes every little thing I do. They look for mistakes, bad ideas, bad...
Nov 18, 20233 min read
To Be Honest
I let fear and anxiety control my life. I let them make decisions for me too often. I have ruined so many good things in my life because...
Oct 18, 20234 min read
Change is a Vegetable
Change is a lot like a vegetable. At least, it seems like it to me. I swear I tried to come up with a better way to start this post and a...
Sep 19, 20234 min read
Life is Just A Pile of Good Things and Bad Things
I think I tend to over complicate life. So many things happen from so many different scenarios and so many people get upset or happy over...
Jul 21, 20234 min read
Be Selfish.
I always wanted to be known as the person who puts everyone else before themselves. When people mentioned me, I wanted them to say that...
Jun 24, 20233 min read
Healing Sucks.
So many things get romanticized in our world today it is alarming. Personal life through social media. Relationships. Certain jobs. The...
Jun 1, 20234 min read
The Sun is Alone Too. And It's Still Shining
Loneliness is a strange thing. You can feel lonely when you’re by yourself. You can feel lonely when you’re in a crowd of people. You can...
May 26, 20233 min read
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